Study weeks

Happy go lucky, this is how people see me. They never thought that (maybe some would) I will be sad or have any other emotion except for being happy and cheerful. Last two weeks was really a disaster for me. All of sudden I would feel like crying, without any reason, just want to cry. Maybe because home alone, what I did not try for quite some times after I moved in to stay with my brother. Luckily I still have my darling Jean came over to stay overnight with me during the weekends though there were two nights she came back after I slept. And I also have my darling 33.

Anyway, during my two weeks of home alone, I learned to cook few simple dishes and I cooked my darling Jean breakfast last Saturday when she was here, she is the first person who tasted my dish. Cooking is not bad at all, the part I hate the most is cleaning part after the cooking. I think I wouldn’t be cooking that often anymore. Or I got someone to do the cleaning for me.

Another thing to mention, my sixth sense came true again. This time is my darling Jean. What I had told her three weeks ago had came true and I wasn’t allowed to say “I told you so”, so intelligent me had sang it out. *evil grin* (Told you that I am an evil girl) Honestly, I know how she feels. Girl like us (who have commitment phobia) enjoy single life too much and we’ve seen or experienced the relationship that started because the guy likes you and treats you so good and automatically you will accept the guy to be your boyfriend. Most of the time, the guy doesn’t even (bother to) know who you are, he just saw what you show and will think that you are a sweet girl. Therefore, we don’t want that to happen again. I know that she enjoys texting with him, stress less. Personally, I think that kid is kinda sweet and romantic. If for any other girls that get confession like this, (I would not reveal what kind of confession it is) for sure will fall for him but unfortunately my darling is just not any other girls out there that with lot of fantasy.

Recently I had some quality conversation with my friend. I’m glad to know that he moved on and hopefully our friendship will go on.

My darling Vis had came back to Malaysia for 2 days after her study trip in China. As usual, our busiest Ivise Gan could only spare a dinner session for us. That day, Jean was staying at my place. Initially she planned to go home and accompany her family while I was going to church but her mom and bro were at KL so she decided to go to church with me. And because 33 asked me to dress up (due to church’s tri-fest celebration) so I asked Jean to dress up too. Therefore, we rushed back to Puchong to get Jean to dress up (as you all know my clothes are too loose for her, and FYI, she lose weight again). When we were in church, Jean received call from Ivise saying that she was back from Malacca and without exception and for the togetherness, Jean made Ivise to dress up too. So after the service we went to Puchong to fetch Ivise and dropped by Jean’s home to visit her new family member, baby snake. When we were still there and deciding where to have our dinner, our long-time-no-see-Kenneth called and asked if we wanted to go to the soft launch of La Bodega @ Empire. Since we’ve dress up and there were free flow of drink and food, we didn’t see the point of not going and another reason of course to meet my fan shu, Kenneth.

Once we reached there, Jean and I like hungry ghost and started to eat (our previous meal was the breakfast I cooked). After some drink, finally 33 arrived with her SJ. Once again, KEYS were together and for those who know us should also know that there wouldn’t be any quiet moment if four of us gather together. After some update and some cocktail and wine. We started our cam whoring session again. Lucky us for having two gentlemen (a.k.a. chao ah gua) to join us for the session, one holding camera and another one holding handbags. They were so ‘guai’ and followed our instruction to post and take some adorable pictures. Both of them were more ladylike than I am, ish…. It’s been very long that we didn’t take picture like this. Feel like go back to those old good times when we ignored how other people look at us. After years, we are still same old us, we still ignored them. Bravo to KEYS + SJ + Kenneth.

After the session at La Bodega, 33, SJ and I who were having exam headed back to home while Ivise, Jean and Kenneth were heading to Mist Club at Bangsar.

My darling 33 is going to Tokyo next week. She is so in love with her bf and he treats her so well which cause us some stress when we want to find a boyfriend cos most probably we will compare our admirer with him. *envy* 33 will be spending her Christmas in Japan so I will be alone going to church on Christmas Day, luckily I still have my share group members. I will be going to Cameron this Sunday with my share group member. I am sure it will be a very enjoyable trip. The last time I went to Cameron was with the Nilai gang and my darlings. After 2.5 years, Cameron I AM COMING!!!

About me, started to work on Wednesday, I was so not ready to work after such a long break. The first day I almost missed the bus and reached office sharp 8.30am which is very rare case that I reach office that late. The worst thing is, I was asked to finalize a file and I had to go out on that day. When I reached client’s office, I was extremely blurred. I don’t even know what should I get from client. I definitely don’t know what was going on that day. Anyway, caused the client’s office is just at Taman Megah, so I got to get home early (cos I insisted not to go back to office after that). Therefore, I was still able to cook myself dinner for the week. *clapping hands*

This might be my last post for 2010. Wish every one

Merry Christmas

&

Happy New Year

For those who didn’t get any Christmas gift, don’t worries as the biggest and best gift has already give to us – Jesus Christ.

Weekend

At Johore now, just finished doing my term loan which is not as hard as I think. Maybe this one is not as complicated as I thought. The last weekend was a hell for me. Start from Friday night, I stayed back at office and worked until 11pm to finish all the jobs before heading to Johore today. (This might very common for those who work in big firm but it’s NOT for me.) The next morning, which is the only day I could wake up a bit later but unfortunately I woke up at 7.30am (which is slightly later than my usual wake up time). So I decided to go for a jog. After a 2 rounds jog, I went back home and did the entire house cleaning. Around 4.30pm while waiting for my brother reply, I fell asleep. By the time my brother replied me and also the time I woke up from my nap (FYI, this is my first nap since I joined audit.) was already 6.30pm which made my plan to go to church blown.

After all these, I watched my drama and movies. (Yea, this made my Saturday not that bad.) One of the movies I watched was ‘Step Up’. It’s a nice movie and I enjoyed it very much. Because of the 2 hours nap, I couldn’t fall asleep for the whole night. And I slept at 3.30am and the next morning I still need to wake up early to go to class. Luckily the class ended early and I could go home early and pack my things for today trip. Around 11pm, I already went on bed because I had to wake up at 4.30am to meet up my colleagues and then go to airport. On the way to airport actually I could sleep for a while but my big mouth colleagues keep on talking. I really wanted to ask them to shut up but I still have my manner, so I didn’t do that. Luckily when we were in the flight, they were seated separately so that I could sleep for around 1hour and after the driver fetched us. I supposed I could sleep for another half an hour but again, big mouths were opened again. And.. I couldn’t sleep again. After reached client’s place, unbelievably our ‘smart’ client let us to sit in ‘tiny’ room which is not bigger than 3mtr X 3mtr and there are 5 of us. While the bigger room they leave it for the ISO auditor. My back and neck was so painful.

Time to sleep…

2010

There been a very long time that I did not write anything about my life. For this 1 year, lot of things had happened in my life and so to the people around me. I already left my first job in the beginning of the year and changed to audit line. Audit is not as bad as i think, i quite like the job but it wouldn't be permanent for me to stay in current firm. Just wait for the right time to move on to a bigger firm. In July, I moved out from Sterling condo where I had been stayed for 1 year and moved in to stay with second brother and his family. My second niece is born in April, she is a lovely cute little girl. In july, I went to Taipei with my family, to be exact they are mom, sis n Samuel, I dearest nephew.

Something that I learned during this period is when someone says something, they might not really mean it. So don’t believe things 100%. Cos u might need to bear the consequences and they could just leave u behind. Another thing I learned is, move on. Don’t stay at comfort zone, life is just not like how it is now. If u think that the situation is bad, there are people out there facing worse circumstances. So be give thank for everything, god would never assign us to do something that we couldn't’t handle.

During this period, i also got to know a lot of people most of them are due to job and some are not. Through these people i do learn alot of thing, new firm does train my communication skill not only to clients but also to colleagues. In this firm the major language is Mandarin, which do not help me to improve my english so i need to write more to improve my english now. my new job also train my patience, not only dealing with clients but also colleague. somehow i still couldn't find a close one like i got last time and somes that i got close to already left the firm. mayb i should just be more childish. not dat i m matured but i dun really be childish in my workplace, i dun act silly except in front of ppl dat i close to.

Actually, I just want to make sure myself can write down while I still remember. These days I tend to forget thing easily. I tend to ignore thing around me. not being caring, sometimes my friendliness can be faked. Maybe I might not be as bubbly as people can see, maybe I m just a good faker. I might be a devil that full the evil thought. Sorry for those who think that I am a naïve, innocent girl. Cos I m really not.

For my darlings, i will try to update my blog at least once a month. i will try but im not sure if i could do dat. so please remind me if i din update my blog.