Study weeks

Happy go lucky, this is how people see me. They never thought that (maybe some would) I will be sad or have any other emotion except for being happy and cheerful. Last two weeks was really a disaster for me. All of sudden I would feel like crying, without any reason, just want to cry. Maybe because home alone, what I did not try for quite some times after I moved in to stay with my brother. Luckily I still have my darling Jean came over to stay overnight with me during the weekends though there were two nights she came back after I slept. And I also have my darling 33.

Anyway, during my two weeks of home alone, I learned to cook few simple dishes and I cooked my darling Jean breakfast last Saturday when she was here, she is the first person who tasted my dish. Cooking is not bad at all, the part I hate the most is cleaning part after the cooking. I think I wouldn’t be cooking that often anymore. Or I got someone to do the cleaning for me.

Another thing to mention, my sixth sense came true again. This time is my darling Jean. What I had told her three weeks ago had came true and I wasn’t allowed to say “I told you so”, so intelligent me had sang it out. *evil grin* (Told you that I am an evil girl) Honestly, I know how she feels. Girl like us (who have commitment phobia) enjoy single life too much and we’ve seen or experienced the relationship that started because the guy likes you and treats you so good and automatically you will accept the guy to be your boyfriend. Most of the time, the guy doesn’t even (bother to) know who you are, he just saw what you show and will think that you are a sweet girl. Therefore, we don’t want that to happen again. I know that she enjoys texting with him, stress less. Personally, I think that kid is kinda sweet and romantic. If for any other girls that get confession like this, (I would not reveal what kind of confession it is) for sure will fall for him but unfortunately my darling is just not any other girls out there that with lot of fantasy.

Recently I had some quality conversation with my friend. I’m glad to know that he moved on and hopefully our friendship will go on.

My darling Vis had came back to Malaysia for 2 days after her study trip in China. As usual, our busiest Ivise Gan could only spare a dinner session for us. That day, Jean was staying at my place. Initially she planned to go home and accompany her family while I was going to church but her mom and bro were at KL so she decided to go to church with me. And because 33 asked me to dress up (due to church’s tri-fest celebration) so I asked Jean to dress up too. Therefore, we rushed back to Puchong to get Jean to dress up (as you all know my clothes are too loose for her, and FYI, she lose weight again). When we were in church, Jean received call from Ivise saying that she was back from Malacca and without exception and for the togetherness, Jean made Ivise to dress up too. So after the service we went to Puchong to fetch Ivise and dropped by Jean’s home to visit her new family member, baby snake. When we were still there and deciding where to have our dinner, our long-time-no-see-Kenneth called and asked if we wanted to go to the soft launch of La Bodega @ Empire. Since we’ve dress up and there were free flow of drink and food, we didn’t see the point of not going and another reason of course to meet my fan shu, Kenneth.

Once we reached there, Jean and I like hungry ghost and started to eat (our previous meal was the breakfast I cooked). After some drink, finally 33 arrived with her SJ. Once again, KEYS were together and for those who know us should also know that there wouldn’t be any quiet moment if four of us gather together. After some update and some cocktail and wine. We started our cam whoring session again. Lucky us for having two gentlemen (a.k.a. chao ah gua) to join us for the session, one holding camera and another one holding handbags. They were so ‘guai’ and followed our instruction to post and take some adorable pictures. Both of them were more ladylike than I am, ish…. It’s been very long that we didn’t take picture like this. Feel like go back to those old good times when we ignored how other people look at us. After years, we are still same old us, we still ignored them. Bravo to KEYS + SJ + Kenneth.

After the session at La Bodega, 33, SJ and I who were having exam headed back to home while Ivise, Jean and Kenneth were heading to Mist Club at Bangsar.

My darling 33 is going to Tokyo next week. She is so in love with her bf and he treats her so well which cause us some stress when we want to find a boyfriend cos most probably we will compare our admirer with him. *envy* 33 will be spending her Christmas in Japan so I will be alone going to church on Christmas Day, luckily I still have my share group members. I will be going to Cameron this Sunday with my share group member. I am sure it will be a very enjoyable trip. The last time I went to Cameron was with the Nilai gang and my darlings. After 2.5 years, Cameron I AM COMING!!!

About me, started to work on Wednesday, I was so not ready to work after such a long break. The first day I almost missed the bus and reached office sharp 8.30am which is very rare case that I reach office that late. The worst thing is, I was asked to finalize a file and I had to go out on that day. When I reached client’s office, I was extremely blurred. I don’t even know what should I get from client. I definitely don’t know what was going on that day. Anyway, caused the client’s office is just at Taman Megah, so I got to get home early (cos I insisted not to go back to office after that). Therefore, I was still able to cook myself dinner for the week. *clapping hands*

This might be my last post for 2010. Wish every one

Merry Christmas

&

Happy New Year

For those who didn’t get any Christmas gift, don’t worries as the biggest and best gift has already give to us – Jesus Christ.

笨女人

发现这世界上真的很多笨女人。女人还真是容易受骗的动物。即使是小白兔被大野狼骗过一次就学聪明了，而女人在被男人骗了一次又一次，还是笨笨的选择相信。该说女人可怜呢，还是无脑？女人是感性动物，即使大脑发出讯号说要理智，可是这些往往都输给感情。说真的，到底这世界上有几个可以相信的男人？看过太多的劈腿和婚外情，甚至有些是我的‘家人’更讽刺的是当时年幼无知的我既然知道。所以现在的我应该要学着聪明点，不要被男人骗。青春宝贵啊，别浪费在不值得的人事物上。

watching movie alone

For the first time, I went to watch movie by myself. Alone, without any companion, any planning, all I did was just walked to the counter and see what movie that looked interesting and the timing suits me. Then pay and walk into cinema.

Last 2 weeks I just talked to my darling that if 1 day I learned to watch movie by myself is the time that I do not need a boyfriend. Somehow, I learned. Does that mean I do not need a boyfriend anymore? I seriously don’t know. All I know is watching movie alone is not a bad idea at all. You do not need to ask everyone that what movie that they haven’t watch or what timing suit everyone the best. You just need to know what movie you what to watch and what time you are available. Still I don’t mean that watching movie with my pals is not good but it’s really been a long time that I did not watch movie with my gang. The last movie that I watched with more than 2 persons is with my share group and I don’t even remember the title of the movie.

I really miss those times watching movie with my gang though they are indecisive and always not agree with our suggestion but never come out with a better suggestion, still I miss them. I think this kind of gathering gonna be less and lesser over the time and the fact that one of the couple had broke up early this year plus our active organizer, Ivise Gan is study overseas. Ever since, we didn’t really have a gathering. Our most recent gathering been postponed for 2 weeks. I still don’t know when is exact date.

ps: thinking want to upload pic but my phone cant connect to pc. maybe next time. =P

倪安東 - Sorry That I Loved You [ 高畫質official 官方MV ]

this song is nice, the guy is cute
for my darling jean n vis, finally i post a song that u can understand.

《没那么爱他》 范玮琪 Mei Na Me Ai Ta (HQ 高清)

没那么爱他歌词
你有权利情绪化
你不一定要坚强
便有些事情不能伪装
别为自己设了框
我懂失去的悲伤
也懂进退的挣扎
但想起过去都是失望
又何必要放不下
是习惯还是爱
不放心还是不甘心
只有你自己知道解答
其实你没有那么爱他
真的不需要那么想他
编织过的梦想
自己也可以抵达
谁说一定要有他
其实你没有那么爱他
没有深陷到不可自拔
认清了真心话
你就放得下
深呼吸抬头望
发现天空很宽广
这世界那么大
幸福总会在某个地方
其实你没有那么爱他
真的不需要那么想他
拥有过的计划
留给值得的对象
你知道不会是他
其实你没有那么爱他
没有深陷到不可自拔
认清了真心话
你就放得下

Joke of the day

Sometimes I have a question, when those people are teaching you something, are they really sure what are they talking about? They don’t even know the name of the things that they are talking about. How do I rely on what they taught me?

说话爹嗲声嗲气有时很可爱，或许男人也觉得很可爱。可是有时太过火就变得做作和讨人厌。而且日常生活对同事这样，我不觉得可爱。

Joke of the date: “a bit sweet.” I heard as “a big shit”. I dunno if that is my ear problem or her pronunciation problem. Another one is “VAT” but again, I heard as “BAT”

Another joke of the day. A 25 years old female (sorry, cos I dunno how to categorize her as girl, lady or woman. Cos she is not young, but childish. She is not ladylike but she has long curly hair, though sometimes like grass, she is not matured but she is 25!!) cannot differentiate dutch and French. A dutch airline but she kept telling me is French.

Johore Bahru

Johore Bahru, is not a very good place for me. I did not have a very good impression on it. Maybe is because of the client. They are really shitty. For the first two days, they let the auditor from the ISO to sit in their big nice conference room, while 5 of us had to squeeze in a tiny room with a tiny table which usual used by people for hi-tea. Try to imagine, 5 of us, 5 laptops, with all the stationeries, files and documents. I really don’t know how did we survive here. Then the third day, the auditor from ISO had actually left but still, they did not let us to move to the bigger room and our AM came in to review file on the same day. Another thing is, as an auditor for more than half a year, this is the first time I did not get access to client’s document. What we could do only to sample select and pass the list to them, they will find out all the documents for us. If they did it fast, we are ok with that but the things that we requested on the first day, we only got it on the second day night. When I said night, that really means night not evening. Except for the first day we got to go back to hotel before sun set. The second day we only got back to hotel at 10pm. Third day, 12am. Fourth day, 9.30pm. Fifth day, finally we can go home. But that not end my days at JB, on the fourth night, I don’t know what happened to me. When I got back to hotel, I vomited twice and the next morning I got diarrhea until noon. And now, when I am writing this blog, I still having headache.

29 October, 2010. 4.30pm

Weekend

At Johore now, just finished doing my term loan which is not as hard as I think. Maybe this one is not as complicated as I thought. The last weekend was a hell for me. Start from Friday night, I stayed back at office and worked until 11pm to finish all the jobs before heading to Johore today. (This might very common for those who work in big firm but it’s NOT for me.) The next morning, which is the only day I could wake up a bit later but unfortunately I woke up at 7.30am (which is slightly later than my usual wake up time). So I decided to go for a jog. After a 2 rounds jog, I went back home and did the entire house cleaning. Around 4.30pm while waiting for my brother reply, I fell asleep. By the time my brother replied me and also the time I woke up from my nap (FYI, this is my first nap since I joined audit.) was already 6.30pm which made my plan to go to church blown.

After all these, I watched my drama and movies. (Yea, this made my Saturday not that bad.) One of the movies I watched was ‘Step Up’. It’s a nice movie and I enjoyed it very much. Because of the 2 hours nap, I couldn’t fall asleep for the whole night. And I slept at 3.30am and the next morning I still need to wake up early to go to class. Luckily the class ended early and I could go home early and pack my things for today trip. Around 11pm, I already went on bed because I had to wake up at 4.30am to meet up my colleagues and then go to airport. On the way to airport actually I could sleep for a while but my big mouth colleagues keep on talking. I really wanted to ask them to shut up but I still have my manner, so I didn’t do that. Luckily when we were in the flight, they were seated separately so that I could sleep for around 1hour and after the driver fetched us. I supposed I could sleep for another half an hour but again, big mouths were opened again. And.. I couldn’t sleep again. After reached client’s place, unbelievably our ‘smart’ client let us to sit in ‘tiny’ room which is not bigger than 3mtr X 3mtr and there are 5 of us. While the bigger room they leave it for the ISO auditor. My back and neck was so painful.

Time to sleep…